Carefree Chaos Snap, Inferior Thesis Existence!!!
The Dhayananthan sequel begins with four syllable sound Dha-ya-nan-than. The placement of vowels and consonants arranged in such a way produces a moderate pleasing sound. The vocal pitch in, name starts with medium vibrations from “dha” where derived from Dhamo known as strength. “ya” continues never changing the same pitch and completes with “nan-than” leaving less contrast in vocal pitch.
A similar way my story lights up with the medium phase of vibrations and more care for the peace around my space. In order to maintain my peace my childhood days were allowed to explore in a pre-defined eco-system to establish and train myself to support. The decision made my God’s hands with respect to time.
The aspects of my wish and ideology identified are different but given access to my childhood space was less appreciated. On account of this my journal begins with the ideal mind to travel alone with hidden confidence and optimistic mind.
Things made me feel optimistic because of the realisation of my academic performance. Where I outperform my best to complete anyone but why do I need it? The existence of confidence and curiosity within me were less to identify my answer for my question.
But I made some guess to earn money but not quantify myself how much? I started to feel real battles with all my less observations without disturbing others presence.
“In Search, tag name visualizes the road laid by God’s Plan. The path traveled, accessed with the Ranks of Validation”
The Day One
The Day One, received mask tag number 114 and admitted under one roof shelter in bigger space. The tag number provided to classify the belonging assets quickly. After complete procedure to admit myself into pre-built ecosystems. I came across a large empty space occupied with double cots and beds arranged. The sequence of bathrooms and washrooms arranged were found across the hall. Small rooms opposite the fresh up hall where all my property is placed and allowed to access lock room.
With note of excitement thinking about Construction of space built. The pre-defined shelter provides good food, peaceful sleep and care takers in which compromises the state of mind to accepts new place.
On the same evening the vocals of crying were observed around me. I am too crying at that moment and sensed “My father is far away from me; nothing will change under the action of crying”. These provoked thoughts diminished my care of love, and affection required in childhood days. On account of this action my reaction changed to reduce the expectation to receive care from any means. Where the good excitement of my presence to a loved one is normalized. And start to listen the caretaker’s words. My circle centre point starts to stretch the radius of the line with my own validation from others actions conclusion.
The awareness of first loss, cared to acceptance my time and preparedness of adaptive mind set operates.
The Following Day
The Next Day, the wakeup calls at 7:00 A.M. playing devotional songs in which it hits hard tunes works diversion from dream. With disturbed dream get real access to self-assistance. And the day begins with learning self-organized presence. The game of tag number starts from finding the toothbrush and paste. After that hot water bathing before, finishing all other activities. The masking works started by grooming and wearing uniform. Finally, thank you pray for food received today. On each action I didn’t observe joy and care but people of caretakers around me are helping to complete my task partially.
First Instance of Selfcare Remembers Sequence of Farewell Soon
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